It pisses me off

how no one understands what they have is great.
Maybe, I just realized this because of the mistakes I made. But, I awoke from my mistakes. I did. I just, I wish people would see what they have. Because, what I had isn't quite right anymore. And I'd do anyting to get it to be the way it was. I jsut want everything to be okay. I just want people to start being better. Buh. I am happy. And I hope I am making you happy. And I just hope that you know I'd never hurt you again. I am not blind anymore. I'll never lose who I am again. I will never try and be something I am not. I love you. I know I love you. And I know that life is worthless without you. I hope others can figure that out in their own situations before it is too late. Before they can't have what they want back. Because that is the worst feeling ever....
I suck at blogging. I do.
I don't care though, I really don't. This is such a nice way to say things. It really is. It feels so nice to do this.
I just want to write and write forever.

Things

Seem to be alright now.
But, who knows really. Everytime I think everything is fine things come falling down around me again.
I am so very happy. I am so happy. And I don't want it to be takin away once again.
You are my everything. You have been. I think I have proven that I am here to stay. I have let you put me through so much, I don't even care. I'd do anything for you.
You are my sun and moon my soul.
Ehh.
<3
I love you.