People

Just tend to suck. They really do. I believe that I have lost al faith in mainly all people. No matter how much trust you put into someone, no matter how much you do for someone they are assholes. It's just plain confusing. I am tired of always seeming like I am a bad guy. I do not do anything wrong. I help. And when I try and take a break from everything, and be happy. Oh yeah, I am a horrible person. I forgot that I am the one friend in the group that isn't supposed to be allowed happiness. So, all the people they are friends with sits there and makes them feel bad for being happy. I hate this, I am happy. Why can't you all just be nice? I am sorry I have spent less time with you all. My life has changed a lot. It's not ever going to be the same. I can't do as much stuff. I can't party. I can't do anything. Accept it. If you love me and care about our friendship you will do just that.