Could this really be

happening? Are things really good? Oh, yes they are! My oh my do I hope they stay this way. I'd do anything to keep them this way. You are my everything you are my world. I hope that you learn to feel the same way about me. Or learn how to show it. Ah. Words can not even express how happy I am. Happy right now is just an understatment. Everything seems to be falling into place.

Sleep

just doesn't come anymore. My mind it's so restless.
I hate everything. I hate everyone.
I have no one... FUCK.

What

am I going to do?
I still do not have the slightest clue!

The way I look at it

I am going to be stuck here no matter what I choose.
Not only am I going to be stuck here, but I am going to be stuck in here alone.
Hmfs. =[