I just cant see

myself with anyone other then you.
I made up my mind that you were all I wanted a very long time ago.
I know eventually I will neecd to change the way I feel.
But, as of right now it's not going to change.
And I don't want to be with anyone other then you.
I wish you could just feel the same way about me as you used to.
Love does not die.
It just doesn't.
I just wish you'd let this work out.
I know it can.
I suppose i can be lonely if you're happy.
But, I just love you so very much. And want to be with you more than anything..
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I just don't understand why I am not good enough for you anymore.
Why you just gave up on me.,
I trusted you with everything I had.
Now I am left with nothing.
I am a mess.
I am nothing without you.
Hmfs.
I am not okay. I wish I was.
But, I am not okay at all.
Why can't I just be happy without you? Why can I just not be unattached?
Why can't I just get rid of my feelings for you as you did to me?
Fuck this.
Fuck everything.