Confusion

Is what I hate.
No one can confuse my emotions as much as you do. I want to believe that you love me. And I want to believe that you mean it. But, I just don't know where you want this to go. And that scares me. It scares me more than anything. I just really want you to want this relationship to go to the same place that I want it to go. Eh. I can't be without you. And I dont even want to try and be without you. You're my everything. You really are. I am not afraid of being alone. I just found the person who my heart recognizes as it's other half. Gah.. You're so confusing. But, than again maybe that's why I am so drawn to you. You make me work for what I want. And I kinda like that. I just wish that if that's what you are doing. It could be done with a little less heartbreak sometimes. I need attention sometimes. Eh. I really do. It'd be nice if you'd give me a tad bit more. But than again, maybe I should just be happy with what I have? Eh. I don't know.