Tonight

was horrible.
How can you love someone but not want to be with them?
How can you say you love someone and say you want a break from them?
Love doesn't take a break.
Love does over power everything.
How can someone say they don't have feelings?
Yet, they do.
I just don't fucking get this.
I feel like shit.
I've been so happy.
I want nothing other than you. And it will always be that way.
I want to spend the rest of my life with you. I love you. I love you more than anything. Umfs. Please don't leave me. I need you. And I know that you need me. We were meant to be together. And I know that you know that also. I know that you have problems. But, I also know that we can make it through them together.
I try so hard. And I know that you can try too.
I can not handle getting hurt again. I've done it so many times now. I've tried to be without you. It's not possible. We don't need time away from each other. We need more time together. And I know this. Ecks. All we need is each other.
Just please don't leave me.
Please.