I just don't understand

why you feel the need to make me feel so shitty. I'd do anything and everything for you. So I guess I just have to get used to it. It's how you are. And as long as you truly love me. I will get used to it. I want to spend my whole life with you, and I will do anything to make that possible. Maybe I just let dumb things get to me. Maybe I am just taking things to seriously. Eh. I don't know. This blog is just a random ramble to help me feel a bit better, I've learned no one actually cares when I am upset anymore, so I don't even want to waste my time trying to find someone to listen to me. So, I don't know. Gah. Goodnight I suppose.