What I really wish I could tell you.

That's all I ask for.
I just want our love that I know is still there to become what it once was again.
I am sorry for what I did. I am more than sorry. I would do anything to take it back.
But, I can't.
I didn't think about how much I was hurting you when I did what I did.
I would never hurt you again. I could never even think of hurting you again.
You hurt me, I know it was after what I did to you, so it doesn't make it as bad.
But, no matter what you did to me. I would love you the same.
I just want you to love me like you used to again. That's all I want.
You are the love of my life. You light up everything. I finally found someone who loves me for me. Who I'd do anything for. Who I know I want to spend the rest of my life with. I got scared and hurt you. But, I swear to you on my life that I could never hurt you again.
You are my everything. Basically all I care about. All I want in life. You hold my heart. I just want yours back. I promise with everything I've got that I won't break it again. I've mended it. I know I have, and I will be careful with it this time. I wont ever mess up again. We have so much love for each other. I know we do, I can feel it. I feel the same about you like I did when I first realized I loved you. No matter what you did to me, that wouldn't go away. I know you needed time. And I will be patient with you. I just wish that it wouldn't take so long. I just want to receive more of what I give back. I just want love from you. I just want to make you happy like how you make me happy, That's all I want. I can not imagine my life without you. And I will do everything possible to keep you mine. I don't want to be with any one other than you. And I know you feel the same way. I know you do. I wish I could tell this all to you. I wish that I had to courage to tell you everything that I just wrote down. But, I am too scared. I am too scared to do anything. I am a coward. Gah!
I just want you to feel the same way you did about me before. I know it's possible I do. :[
Just, please, love me the way you did before again. :(((