I've never been so scared in my life

I've never been so scared in my life. I've never been so scared thinking about one person hurting me. If it happens again, I just don't know what I'd do. I really don't. I've never wanted to be with one person so bad. I've never wanted to spend the rest of my life with one person. I've never really wanted a future with just one person. But, I'm just so scared that I am going to get hurt again. I've still put my heart completely in. Let's just hope this time, it lasts like I know it should.