Seems

like I'm head over heels about you once again. I find myself terrified though that you are going to turn your back on me once again. I need you in my life. I need your love. I give you so much love that I just don't know what I'd do if you screw me over AGAIN. I do want to marry you. I never even believed in marriage before. I just thought it was nothing more than something to I don't know, keep someone occupied. But, I want to be yours forever, and I want everyone to know that I am yours. Eh, I hope that you catch me.