I hate

you so much right now. I do. I hate that you're making me feel so crappy. I hate how you are making me blame myself when you did all of this. I hate you. You don't deserve any of the love I give you. Yet I still give it. No matter how crappy you treat me you still get it. I hate that I finally opened again and gave someone my heart after I promised that I never would again. I trusted you with it, You said you'd never break it. Yet, you managed to break it more than once. Why do I love you so much? This is not fair at all. Why can't I get over you? I hate that I can't. I've tried so hard. But I can't do it. I want to get over you so bad. Yet, for some reason I am still waiting around thinking that you are going to come around again. Be yourself. But, that isn't going to happen. I need to get that through my stupid head. But, it just won't go through. I hate myself. I hate you.