I hate

how i put you before anyone else. But, you always put me last. I hate how I have to drop everything to spend time with you only when you want to spend time with me. But, if I asked you to do the same thing there is no way you'd do it. I hate how much effort I put into this when it seems as if you are not putting any in at all. I hate that I love you so much even though you've been putting me through hell. I just want everything to go back to how it was. It can. If you really loved me you'd try as hard as you could. Please. For me?