How to deal

with the fact that the love of you life could leave you at any second? I hate this feeling. I want to be promised that he's never going to leave. I want forever. This hurts so much. You make my world go 'round. You're my everything. God. I feel so strongly about you. I'm so attached even though I am trying not to be. It sucks. I just want to be your everything also. I'd never hurt you again in any way. I can not even think about ever hurting you again.I wish I could say this to your face, but I am too scared to talk about this with you. I do not want you to get mad at me because I am upset. Or not mad, frustrated with the fact that you do not know what to do about this all. I hate having emotions. I wish they would all go away.