Everyone

gives up one me too easily. I can't do this anymore. My mistakes have ruined my life. And I just want everything to go back to how it was. I pray so hard for them to. I just want my life back, it was so amazing. I hate myself for everything I've done. I can not stop crying. I can not stop praying. That's all I do. I want to believe that love outstands anything. But, I just don't know. I want to wait for you. I do. But, I no longer want to be a burden on you. :[