More and More Each Day

I die a little more. I can't do this anymore. I really can't. I don't know how to deal with it. Honestly I don't want to deal with it. Everything is so fucked up. So fucked up. I hate practically everything. When will I be happy again? When will things go my way? Will I be miserable forever? I can't be happy without you. My mistakes made me see that. I can't. You are my everything. You really are. I really believe that we were ment to be together. I can't give up. I won't give up. Should I give up?